Q: Why do I think I was abused in all ways when I was a child? Why can’t I remember any of my childhood except flashes? Why do I have to even think of these things or wonder?
Please read everything at my site about childhood abuse. You can find a list of these topics at “I Want to Learn About Child Abuse.” – Read the topics that are listed in the largest print first, then the ones listed in slightly smaller print, etc.
Most people who say what you are saying in this letter have been abused and are suffering from flashbacks. (Forty percent of women were physically or sexually abused in childhood, and twenty percent of men were also. So flashbacks of childhood abuse are not at all rare.)
Please let a good therapist who is well-trained in childhood abuse help you to evaluate what’s going on.